saturday, w and i have not spoken one word to each other today. i left house early to go on a long drive, ended up at the beach. a beautiful crisp morning. meditated, just kicked back and did not think of much of anything. after yesterday, i do not care what w does anymore. i am pretty much done, at least that is the way i am feeling today. i thought she would move out today. but so far no indication, she seems pretty much detached from me. she didn't stay out late last night. not even 11.00pm.i pretended to be asleep. goal was to get up before she did and leave the house. i know , sounds pretty childish.emotionally rung out. i cannot stand the way she is. but i still love her. very strange how that can work.but that is the way i feel.
m-54 w-44 children-4 bomb-sept 21 2007 t-21 m-20yrs bomb-sept 23 2007 divorced but not giving up hope, not yethttp://www.divorcebusting.com/forums/ubb...rue#post1224023
