Thanks mako, I really appreciate the input. I read your thread and found a lot of similarities I think. It sounds like you are making great strides though. Been reading more of DR, I just hope it's not too late. Realized that I have been pursuing too much lately, sending texts, and emails. I've decided that I will NOT do this anymore, unless there is a dire need I will NOT call him. I'm going to give him his space, and take one day at a time, and work on getting to know the person in the mirror again and making myself happy. That's all I can do right now.
M 29/H32 M 7yrs/1 dog Bomb 10/18 M in apt 11/13/ H in the house 1st now
