Ouch! Thought I was so much stronger!

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Im trying to remain in a positive mood. Again, this is another 1st for me. This is the 1st time W and I havent both attended D's Bday party together. Even the past 2 years we've been separated, we always came together for Bdays, Thanksgiving and Xmas.

This year will be the 1st that we come together for any of them.

I struggle because EVERYTHING reminds me of her. In addition, D showed me her diary, she wrote about wanting her family back together and that she doesnt like OM. While she was asleep, I wrote a little note in her diary:

D,

I want you to know that I love you dearly and that I will always be here for you.

Love,

Daddy-O (her pet name for me)