You know, he's as crazy as a loon. I cannot imagine what it must be like to be in there. He is a total mess. When he came in and kissed me on the cheek and patted my behind I felt repulsed.
I don't want to take it one more minute. I have to have certain things in place before I would have the option of my leaving and I am working on them, but it would be better for him to leave.
I do believe he has a lot of hate and disgust for himself. I KNOW in my heart he can't love me because he hates himself so much. Of course if I told him that (which I wouldn't) he would say I am not facing reality.
I really thought when the house sold he'd fly away. The fact that he's still here 2 months later is amazing to me. I don't understand it at all. I don't understand the trip to NY he sent D and I on. I don't know where that fit in with his hatred of me. Why would you give someone a trip like that if you wanted away from them? It just proves how confused he is, I guess.
I'm going to get to the bottom of the foot problem asap. The pain is unbelievable.
Thanks for dropping by. I hope you are enjoying the season and have wonderful plans ahead.
Hugs, Sun
"Tell me what you plan to do with your one wild and precious life." Mary Oliver
