Not sure what to make of H the last few days. D2 has been really sick for 3 days with a high fever. I've been up through the night 5 or 6 times between her and my newborn S. I'm exhausted to say the least. H hasn't exactly been a ton of help...but I'm not surprised.
But the intense anger seems to be subsiding. Not sure why... He's still been sarcastic and that 'look' in his eyes has still been there. BUT, this morning he came to pick up D to take her for the day. But unforunately she's still feeling sick and still has the fever. She told him she didn't want to go (he was going to take her to his Mom's for the day). So he hung out here and just let her snuggle up on the couch for the morning in her jammies. He even brought me a coffee. AND he talked a little about his work. That hasn't happened in over a month. AND that is one of my 'small signs' that I said I would be looking for as a change in him. I spoke back to him about it and asked a couple questions but didn't push.
D went down for a nap here instead of going to Grandmas and he's still hanging out here holding our S. I told him if he wants to stay here with D today I'll go out. I think that is still up in the air.
I could have stayed downstairs and watched TV with him, but I made myself a salad and came up on the computer. I'm getting good at this detaching thing!!
Anyway, I'm not going to go jumping for joy or anything...but I'm hoping this means he's at least moving the right direction through this stinkin' tunnel. Not to say he's having second thoughts...but perhaps the seed packet is open if not planted!!
It's nice to be around him without the anger at least. I can take this for a while.
I'm sure there will be ebs and flows through this MLC so I'll enjoy this stage while it lasts! J~
