As you can imagine, this is very difficult for me. On one hand, I have a wife, the mother of my beautiful children, that shows me nothing but absolute hatred right now. On the other hand, I have a beautiful woman that shows me nothing but love, affection, and tonight, she even met my dog, and gave her more love than she has had in quite a long time. I wish I could find one single thing I don't like about Linda, but it hasn't happened yet.
But....... My wife is the love of my life, my kids mom, and the one that God has sent to me. That cannot be changed, and I must keep the faith. I know I have chosen the toughest route I can, and it will bring me a lot of pain, to be sure. Yet, as I cry while typing this, I know it is the right way to go. God help me.....
