Last night, H and put our 11 1/2 year old Golden Retriever down. It was very hard and I am so sad. I am struggling with how sad I am and the void I am feeling in my life. I thought I was prepared, but I guess not.

I miss my girl -- and it's only been a few hours.


Married 9 years
Kids 5 and 6
Bomb 2006
H back and forth for a year
M now back on track