wawpioneer, Welcome and you have come to the right place with the support you are grasping for.
I am newbie so really can not help you. Will say listen to these folks they have traveled many more miles than we have. BritInOH, every time he posts those 34 rules, I read them, read the posts, re-read the 34 rules, and then I email the list to myself. GAL is really hard at first and then you will suddenly realize you are still standing. In fact with GAL you are not only still standing your breathing. Your W will notice to. never give up hope. there always is hope. keep posting.
-Love of dogs, every time I loose a dog to the bridge,part of my heart goes too. Ever time a puppy/dog comes into my life,he gives me a part of his heart. If live my life long enough, in time I'll have the heart of a puppy. -unknown (w/character limit)
