WAW does not want to try

[mako]

I think you should push yourself to GAL. Serves many purposes: gets your mind off all this; you'll probably have fun and feel better about yourself and more positive; you'll start to figure out you can enjoy yourself and be happy w/o W, should it come to that. Remember, you can't control her, gotta do your best to deal with what you can control, and that's making yourself happy...I know it ain't easy, but that's what we've got.