Things inch forwards with baby steps. I enjoyed a glass of wine with W tonight. A few weeks ago she would have poured herself a glass and disappeared upstairs. Tonight she offered me a glass which I had while I was on the computer and she had hers while she watched reruns of "Dancing with the stars". I stayed out of her personal space, but she talked across to me when she wanted to which is fine by me.
Tomorrow will be a big test for me, dinner at MIL. Ten other family guest will be there, not many of them know of our sitch, so I will have to do a massive "as if" and show myself as if everything is just fine with me and W. This will be the first time since the bomb that W and I have gone anywhere as a couple. The way things are going I'm sure I can carry it off. (I've already chosen which shirt to wear).
Me:50 W: 49 T:20yrs M: 14 yrs D:11 2005 PA 2006: EA (2003 : 2007) 2007: April ILYBNILWY Aug PA, Sept Separate 2008: Feb Piecing 2009 Limbo 2011: Separated (same house) 2013: Divorcing
