Last night H was going to visit d but she fell asleep. I sent a message to say I would let him know when she wakes up but was told he was going out. His ow is in a band (i can't compete with that), my h is a musician - obviously he believes she is his soul mate. Anyway while on the net I see that they had a gig last night.....he could not see his d because he had to go be a groupie at his ow's gig. For all I know he now plays in the band.
I am having a really hard time with db'ing because at this point in time I am invisible to my H. He is obsessed with his new life and seems to be thrilled to finally be free. This is such a blow to my self esteem. I thought we would be married forever and I love him but how much rejection can a person take before it breaks your spirit.
