Fooled again

[LuvMyHusband]

he says the OW affair is over, that he can't stand her bc she is a liar and a vengeful b---h. Gee, who'd figure. He says he's not ready bc of me. I told him that I feel like he is playing me. When he's here, everythings great. Then he leaves and it's awful. I don't know how much more I can take. I don't think I will ever believe him again. He puts everything on me. Says I need to change. I have not been investigating or checking. He expects me not to "react" and be hurt when he does this again. Does he expect me NOT to FEEL? The kids are going to be so hurt when they find out he's not coming home today. But of course, that's my fault too. I don't tell them anything, EVER, but he accuses me of poisoning them against him. When I tell him his own actions are showing them, he says I should be trying to make him look good. Unbelievable that he wants to make me responsible for how they feel about him when he is shooting himself in the foot.