I'm kind of sorry I offered to go kid-shopping with xh tomorrow. As much as I would like to spend time with him, I feel very, very uptight about it. I will wait until tomorrow, though, as promised, to see how I feel about it...
I do recognize the feeling, tho. I didn't understand it at the time, but I used to just get overwhelming waves of it after I had found out about xow. Of course, in that case, she was pretty much already gone.
