oh man J- that sucks. H and I were getting a divorce twice though- even had the papers filled out- there is still hope if you want it.
Right now I feel like when I am going to go back to my old self and I stop myself- H takes advantage. So I'm working through that. Plus my whole needs not being met thing. It's almost as if he says this month I'm going to focus on meeting Sox's need for _________. Then the next month he puts that aside and focuses on something else.
Somtimes I feel like we are still separated, just living in the same house. He doesn't even initiate an ILY. He replies if I say it, but he doesn't say it first. Or even a kiss goodnight. If I don't say, "hey, kiss?" I don't get a kisss goodnight.
ARGH. His old patterns again. So I push it aside, but then I'm detaching and feel like an outsider.
aw crap.
When life gives you lemons, trade them for limes and break out the tequila!!-- Soxfan2007
7/1/05 Bomb 7/20/05 H moves out 2.5 years of Rollercoaster 10/30/07 H moves back home
