but eventually the detachment and the "do I really want them back" will start kicking in.
It's not that I don't want her, but I must detach. It was tremendously helpful to look at posts regarding it. Today, I will open another checking/savings account at a more local bank. It will not be where we have accounts or even same town. Something completely different. More and more just separate. Hard to express, I just don't want to be reminded of her. It's just her. It has nothing to do with pain, hurt, or anything else. Weird feeling to want her back knowing that you have to let go. To honestly believe this is the only choice. And to know that I'll be ok either way.
