BD, thanks for taking the time to talk this through with me.

I apologized early and often.

I told her how sorry I was to have neglected her, to have overlooked our relationship. To have taken it for granted. I was so sorry. I was sorry for my part in letting our love wither. For being oblivious. For not being who she needed me to be. I really was sorry. I still am.

It's still a mystery to me, because before the A, I thought we had it all going for us. I was happy with her, and I thought she with me.

I hear what you are saying, but I still don't see it.


M 43
S14 S13 D11 D7
Divorce final: Jan 2009
Making it up as I go....