I hear you, whenever I think "I got it" something happens that makes me want to pull my hair. So, the best thing to admit is, that even we get to a level of detaching/understand we need to expect the lows, that we'll falter, but the important thing is, that we HAVE reached that step of the ladder and we can climg back up.
No, not happy here either, with my H admitting he has no feelings and acting otherwise "as if" would be forcing him. He supposedly was to work shoulder to shoulder with me on this M so we wouldn't go down the way that lead to his second A and him hiding how unhappy he really was. I'm praying that our new MC does get to him and that H is willing to accept and hear what must be done.
Be not afraid...I will repay you for the years the locusts have eaten Joel2
30something 2kids survivor of S, MLC, A, D I have peace in my heart, at last.
