So.. W sends me a text this morning "OM fixed the comp and printer!"
That's just cruel.. childish.
I'm in self preservation mode. She is still in the heavy fog. No way to work this out while she is still in the fog. Couple of things:
1. No way can I be a friend while she has a BF. 2. I don't respect her for what she is doing to the kids 3. I deserve better. I'm not a horrible person like she makes me out to be. 4. I'm moving on.. if she tells me they have broken up and she wants to work on us.. it will all depend on where I am.
She has a lot of growing up to do. I don't think she will do it. I think she's doomed to repeat this pattern as long as she is unhappy about herself. All she kept doing on the phone was validate herself "I'm not a bad person.. I'm a good mother.." blah blah blah.
It's the guilt talking.. she also said something to the effect of I don't want our daughters to think it's OK to go from man to man.
WTF? So you leave me and jump right into bed with someone else? That sounds like her mother talking.
I've probably pushed her away.. maybe it will intensify their R and it will crack. She will become very needy and I'm betting he won't like it. Not to mention whatever issues he has. I know he's not a prize pig.
Well.. I have a Xmas party tonight.. I'll get duded up and hit the town!! Tomorrow is D3's B-day party. Not sure what lies in store there, but it will be interesting I'm sure.
