CVA - Moving On

[Not Much Left]

Yep, in today's bad english, I "totally" thought about that yesterday.

I wondered if I am going to be strong enough emotionally to not just try and "replace" my W with the next thing that comes along that "fits the bill" if ya know what I mean. What was weird about meeting WC (wife's clone) was I did not try, it just happened, then I wanted to see if I still "had it", whatever "it" is and I think I have convinced myself that I still do which has helped (with the help of some friends here!).

I can certainly be alone, but it is more fun with someone else, so the question is how one will know when you are not tryiñg to fill the void left by all this, 1 year, 2 yrs??? Wow, that is a sobering thought. Thanks Kat and Nomo.

C