Hello again,

I typed this yesterday and it didnt show up, cyber space thing?

Sunday was a great day w even commented on it.

this week one night 1:00am woke up to the missed call beep, thought it was my phone checked and it was w's. she was sleeping i picked it up to clear beep was not going to read it and w wakes and askes if i check her phone while she sleeps. I couldnt sleep after that and went to couch and started watching Tommy Boy. 20 min later she came down and laid w/me and really cuddled. said she didnt like me down here mad at her.

another night daughters cell broke and i activated one of our old phones for her and noticed after one week of our plan that w had used 600+ min already. I asked her about it she said it wasnt her.

another night in a r talk she said what if im not ready to give up talking to om yet. I said something that she is ruining our realtionship.

another night was waiting for her to decorate for Christmas, i went upstairs and she acted like she was doing something. then said she didnt like being babysat.

after decorating tree and kids in bed i planned an in house date. I told her to put on summer shorts and come downstairs. I bought a video thats the ocean w palm tree (it plays w/waves coming in) I packed a cooler and threw blankets on floor. We drank caronas w/limes and talked. it was nice.

last night went to daughters play. during it w said gf keeps texting and showed me. the 2nd time she showed me it was 2 texts gf and om. I said oh him too. She said i dont know why he would be calling.


I really dont know what to think anymore.

any suggestions would be appreciated.

thanks for reading

Light Switch


Me 37 W 37
D21 D17 D12 S8
grandparents 7/07 boy
Married 16 yrs last June 07
Bomb dropped 4/07

"Do what you feel in your heart to be right-for you'll be criticized anyway. You'll be damned if you do, and damned if you don't", Eleanor Roosevelt