All Hope is lost/Help - Part 2

[Evie]

Hi all,

Thought I'd give an update on yesterday which was a bitter sweet day.

Took D1 to the airport, she was happy and very excited and also a bit sad, but this is a positive life changing opportunity for her. Of course I cried all day on and off...... But i'm really happy for her and extremely proud.

H gave D a letter, it was beautiful. He said he was very proud of her. He said he still thought the world of me, and he was sorry the last 6 months had been bad and he wanted her to know that people change, things change and before you know it the everyday stuff catches you up, and to be warned...?

Trying not to analyse it, but can't help wondering if he thinks it's him thats changed or me? How can you not change? We added 2 more children to the family and a load more responsibility, it weighed heavily on both of us to the extent we lost sight of each other and our M.

H has just emailed this morning and said 'You shouldn't be sad you have been and still are a mum to be proud of - you have brought four wonderful children into this world and you are a fully supportive hub and loving mum to all of them, x is a credit to you in every way and i'm sure y, z and z will be no different, there couldn't be a better mum!!!!'

Feels nice to know that he thinks highly of me as a mum, if not as a person?

Wishing you all a good Friday, yes it's Friday.

How are you all, A, Cat, MLC, Saffie?