That's what I keep telling myself, let's see if I can make it. I know I am being a better spiritual anchor for my kids these days, at least the ones who want to listen. Fortunately I can sit and listen to uplifting stuff while at work. As it probably should be I am stepping back, focusing on my own development and letting W solve her own problems. W interaction today has been all over the map, some days I worry about her. Some days I wait to see her head turn 360 degrees other days I think the alien might have finally left. Well almost.