man oh man, too easy, scary actually. Again, in a way it made me understand my h and how hard it must've been to stop seeing ow cold turkey, how he had a "routine' of some sorts, prob looking forward to that and not having that, i felt bad to know that i wouldn't have my online guy to talk with, it does hurt.
Isn't it interesting how a little EA "spark" can help you understand what the cheating spouse felt? In a way I think this is helpful, as long as that spark dies out.
There is no arriving, ever. It is all a continual becoming.
