Out of the mouths of babes.....

[peacetoday]

W8ing
Hi
I feel bad for the kids as well
I have seen mine cry and watch me cry as they put their little arms around me..sometimes I had to cry and they saw it
I see no harm in allowing them to see real emotions
in my original family, feelings were hidden and that was unhealthy
my kids seem ok
sometimes they have outbursts, I think they probably would even without H actions
I find as time is going on and I am gaining more stability, my R with them is getting stronger
I am no longer afraid to be the only real parent
I have watched S6 struggle with asthma a few times this year and as I reached out to H to help, he wouldnt come..that is on him
I am here..it will be enough for them and we never know what miraCLES the future may bring to reunite the family unit or create a better more intimate R with another
There is still time to show our kids
we have shown them that weve tried and it was partly for them they will know that
peace
its in Gods hand