Lis and MMF - you are right...although I hate the term "broken home". No matter what H has done, I just don't feel like it is broken here. I feel like he is broken, but I am trying so hard to make sure that my kids don't think here is broken. Maybe I am fooling myself. But, Lissie - I am trying to make sure they are the happiest kids. As I am sure with many others here, I will put up with an awful lot to ensure that they are okay.
kissak - I have done okay not showing the girls my tears. Just a couple of times. D13 just starts crying with me so I try really hard....
