I find myself increasingly thinking about filing myself. I rhink about other men and how they put their families first. And I think about whether I think H will ever come around and I do not hold out much hope.
I deserve better.
You are in my mind, Breton - I think the same thing. And as far as other men, I really don't think about the dating, but really how I see others treat their wives. Yes, I get a little sad when I see it.
I also understand you need for privacy. I put a different doorknob on my bedroom door and I lock it everyday that I leave. H admitted to coming into the house once when I was gone. He has also broken into my email account...yet he is the one cheating - can't figure that one out! I legally can't keep him out, but I can make sure that I have some measure of privacy. I keep everything that I wouldn't want him to see in the bedroom.
I think FLH posted some wise words to you.
I think you and I are in a similar place. I am just tired. And I haven't bveen in this nearly as long as you....
