Have you noticed that you're not dwelling on what your H is doing quite as much as a few weeks ago? Good for you!
I have to agree with Pamar, pointing out that D3's health is top priority wouldn't be a bad thing. He's acting like a jerk face. I think the thing that bothers me most about WAS's is that they are so selfish and any little nugget of decency towards others earns them a gold star. The LBS carries the load, most of the responsibility while getting treated like crap and is thrilled when a person emerges from the alien every now and then. Pardon my vent..lol
You're doing better? It sounds like you're in a more peaceful place. I'm glad that you have a counselor you trust and respect. That's def going to help you be more centered.