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I know that I will be D in about 2 months.


No you don't. You think you will, and you should stop that as well. Belief is power.

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how long can I stand? How much can I take?


More than you ever imagined. It will surprise you and amaze you, honest. I know how proud of myself I was; as ragged and beat as I was, I was and am still proud, and I am willing to bet that you like me have some high measuring sticks to compare that to, both outside, role models, and inside, achievments.



Experience is a brutal teacher, but you learn. My God, do you learn. - C.S. Lewis

Life is usually all about how you handle Plan B. - Jack3Beans

Listen without defending; Speak without offending - FaithinAK

TRUST THE PROCESS - Cadet