lwb,
Thank you for saying 'good job'. You made me smile \:\) this kinda support is so helpful for me these days. I am doing so well today.I feel I gain energy to control the situation/be positive.

My friends and I talk silly things like teenagers and we fantasize about stupid activities which may/may not make H and OW mad. Or at least they will have memory of me. And just think out loud with friends, laugh till cry and be silly..(?)

Well, I don't know if any of these are illegal or not but still this is "fantasy" and I have NO intention to do so.

*I would like to through a poop mix (my friends dogs and cats) to his or her door, especially the door nob which they have to use it to get cleaning supplies. Yeeuuuuuu~

*Write 'I'm stupid' on the back of H's neck while he is sleeping. Well, I know someone who wrote 'don't touch my husband' on his back and made a drama moment between OW and him...

there are more and more...

if disturb your day, i am sorry. but it just made me LOL somehow.. yes, i am childish (just in my head)

Me:31 H:29 D:7 S:2
M:7y Together:8y
found out his A :07/07
bomb:11/01/07
s: 11/15/07
OW-1 is out of state; other female friends around
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