You're right. That's something I've looked at, but my mind keeps skittering away. Forgiveness of self. Yeah, there's something in that that I really need to look at. Thank you for pointing it out.
Which reminds me, OT, the Forgiveness book you recommended a while back should arrive tomorrow. I love Amazon. Also looking into IC. I was, then mawmaw and deadlines overwhelmed me.
I'm still not totally getting this vibe that I'm giving off -- is it related to a feeling that I haven't forgiven myself (which, as I look quickly at that point of pain, may hold a great deal of truth) or something else?
BD (to be known henceforward as PC -- prince charming, with better hair )
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Me: 36 W: 35 2 D: 9 and 5 T: 16 years M: 12 10/4/06: Bomb 10/5/06: Ended A 4/22/07: ILYBNILWY