Pud,

You're right. That's something I've looked at, but my mind keeps skittering away. Forgiveness of self. Yeah, there's something in that that I really need to look at. Thank you for pointing it out.

Which reminds me, OT, the Forgiveness book you recommended a while back should arrive tomorrow. I love Amazon. Also looking into IC. I was, then mawmaw and deadlines overwhelmed me.

I'm still not totally getting this vibe that I'm giving off -- is it related to a feeling that I haven't forgiven myself (which, as I look quickly at that point of pain, may hold a great deal of truth) or something else?

BD (to be known henceforward as PC -- prince charming, with better hair ;\) )


My latest

Me: 36
W: 35
2 D: 9 and 5
T: 16 years
M: 12
10/4/06: Bomb
10/5/06: Ended A
4/22/07: ILYBNILWY

I'm a beautiful butterfly.