Something else I thought of. You said you are reading tons of books. Are they all relationship books?
If so, couple of things. I'd read "Love must be tough". It's a good read and you'll probably find some inspiration in there.
2. Take a break!! You are probably in sensory overload. I speak from experience on this. I have purchased no less than 7 books over the last 2 months. 6 of which are R/M books. I got bits and pieces, but my brain was saturated.
It also makes you feel worse while reading these things and not being able to employ the techniques. Some may disagree.. but may be time to get a personal book.
I've got one called "Shut up, stop whining and get a life" from Larry Winget. Pretty cool.. one of those "what do you want" books. I know.. the quick answer is "My wife!!". That's an unrealistic goal at this point. You can't make her come back (if you did.. it's called kidnapping!!) so take advantage of the situation. Better yourself! That's the only way you can move on. Get your confidence back, get yourself back.
