Update. Please help me understand what this means. The WAW called out of the blue this am. She was very sad on the call and started by saying she felt bad about the situation. She said she felt bad about the way she was treating me, felt very sorry that I couldnt sleep at night and she couldnt either, respected the fact I have not called, and also that she knew I was working so hard to change. She also said she wants me to move on and I said I was and that she wasnt going anywhere as we would be friends for the kids. She said she was not going to stop the D and I said i understood and she felt terrible about everything. I said I felt terrible also because my counselor mentioned if she could not forgive me for my past the same would happen in her next relationship and she was quiet. She asked if she could come for Christmas for the kids sake, than again said she didnt want this call to make me feel like her decision was changing.
