All I can hold on to is myself, kids and this site

[BEAUTYandWAH]

Between midnight-1am, H texted me twice. I didn't response at all (d-busting), He called at 1:30am.. I answered.. He was at a bar and speaking very nicely (drunk)"I start worried about you because you don't answer my text.."... Humm.. its 1:30am and why you worry about someone who is mostlikly in bed..
He asked me how I am doing physically and mentally. I answered very simple, 'just tired'.. H says "do you need stress release" "How can I help you?"

ohh, I finally got the secret message from him.. he wants to come over and sleep with me.

But I just told him "im going to bed now, i will call you tomorrow about kids" He goes "well...I guess I will talk to you tomorrow."

He has a relationship with OW who lives out of state.
He has no problem cheating on OW as well as me. What is wrong with my H....

I am start thinking about our future.I don't think our kids will like him if he continue to be A&&. He broke the promss to put the xmas tree Monday (this week) and now it is Friday night. D7 is not happy with him right now. I can feel the pain of 'not connected to her daddy' She is a daddys little girl..I just want H to be great father and I would be happy for him to do anything (EA,OW,drink etc) He is too occupied to pay attention to small things around kids.

---Sad mom, Beauty