Well, I say it coming and I had a bit of a meltdown today. D10 sk8s out of town Sat. and D15 doesn't want to call. Thought H was going to talk to her about staying at MIL so he can drive up on Fri. Told him I have a double room and he can stay with us and have his own bed. H wants to drive there and back on Sat.(6 Hrs.) That worries me because he has not been sleeping well. He has to catch a flight Sat. night and I worried he is running himself down. Our conversations had too much drama(mostly my fault). So I was in tears. H said we would talk about it tonight, but we didn't. H did tell D15 she was staying at MILs. D wasn't happy, but as I told H today, she can't get her way all the time.
So I did too much contacting and too much pressuring. I know I really screwed up and I'm sure I took a million steps back. Thank goodness I see my C tomorrow.
I figured out earlier today why I have been so down. I guess it is because I thought we were making progress, but then I had my hopes dashed by FIL.
H seemed fine when I got home tonight. He had made dinner for the girls per my directions. He also tried to clean up after dinner. I helped and thanked him for his effort. (I had to clean up their mess from last night.)
So I am going back to the beginning. THINK positive, Look for positives. Stop analyzing.
Well, I say it coming and I had a bit of a meltdown today. D10 sk8s out of town Sat. and D15 doesn't want to call. Thought H was going to talk to her about staying at MIL so he can drive up on Fri. Told him I have a double room and he can stay with us and have his own bed. H wants to drive there and back on Sat.(6 Hrs.) That worries me because he has not been sleeping well. He has to catch a flight Sat. night and I worried he is running himself down. Our conversations had too much drama(mostly my fault). So I was in tears. H said we would talk about it tonight, but we didn't. H did tell D15 she was staying at MILs. D wasn't happy, but as I told H today, she can't get her way all the time. 
