Trying to go dark. Not very good at it. H is being a cold, demanding pain in my a$$. I haven't had to worry about kisses anyway since Monday night. He barely acknowledges my existance when he's actually at home. Hey.. isn't that supposed to be how I'm acting??
Here's a weird thing: A week or so before telling me he wanted a D, H was picking up the contact with me. TM'ing ILY, very huggy, etc. Then, it's like turned on me all of sudden. Said he wanted a D and is being horribly cold.
I really am tired of being treated like second-class. My fuse seems to be very short lately... Trying to keep that in check better. I feel like I've reverted to my pre-DB days at times. What is wrong with me??? Been busy at work which is good. During the day, H has been calling and e-mailing about nothing much at all. Sometimes I respond/ sometimes not.
