Don't know what I'm doing anymore - Help.

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Thanks DNOY - I'm planning on picking up the book tonight if they have it at the book store. If not I'll order it online. Don't have the money for the dvds yet, but on payday .

I know that he is insecure. He wasn't always like that, but somewhere a couple years ago, i started noticing it. Some days I feel like he really does want it all to work out. Other days, I feel like he couldn't could care less about me.

I do appreciate the things he does. I told him thank you and I appeciate him helping. I know that he was busy and it was very nice that he took the time to do that. I don't know what more he needs. He used to act so differently so I'm having a hard time understanding what he needs and he doesn't tell me much unless he's complaining.

I think because of his insecurities i have a hard time explaining exactly how I feel. I don't want to hurt him or make him think I'm looking anywhere else even though I'm not particularly happy.