Why can't I do this....

[Dom R]

but end of the day W still does not feel in love with me

of course not.

you wont see any lasting results at "the end of the day".
You wont see any lasting results "at the end of the week".

after what you two have been through, you wont evven see lasting positive results at the end of the month !!!

so.. quit expecting them! Making expectations like that for yourself, is why you are unhappy.
drop the expectations, and you'll feel better about it.

OR do I say some of what I have been thinking lately especially when it comes to this seperation? Do I explain to the MC that I feel it unfair that I am the one out of the house

no. that's divorce counselling, not MC. arguing over "who gets what".


As for what you DO do... how about listening to what the MC says, and let the professional guide things, rather than come up with your own plan, that will undermine whatever he tries to do??


besides which... you're only out of the house, if you choose to be. it isnt the MC's fault. it isnt your wife's fault. it's YOUR FAULT. you CHOOSE it right now.

you being out of the house is 100% your own fault and no-one elses.