Trying to Cope, but It's Too Hard

[stacy22]

Space is hard and not talking is hard. I really feel like I want to know if he is thinking about me at all. It seems like he can just leave and not have to worry about how we are feeling, and that sucks. He won't pick my daughter up if she is crying he said he can't deal with the guilt and it makes him want to come home for all the wrong reasons. I just don't understand how it would be wrong to deal with your marriage and to work things through with a counselor, which is something we've never done.

I am just really hurting right now and I could never phantom leaving my family, I'm like a dog I've always been faithful shouldn't that show unconditional love and commitment.