I try to make all interaction with the w positive ones but must admit that lately I've been guilty of being a bit distant towards her. I really don't feel anger towards the w, more a lasting feeling of bitter disappointment, any pedestal that she was once on is now long gone.
That is exactly what has been happening to me. This sorrow of disappointment is there but the bitterness is almost fully gone.
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I can never tell what she will be like but I can tell what I'll be like.
That is me also. I use the term "consistent"; my mood around her is friendly but detached with little emotion.
Best of all it is not "act as if" - I really feel detached from her drama now. Finally.