I think he wants things to work out but I feel he has some on going clouds still since I feel he's doing things to patch up or for the wrong reasons and the thinking behind it didn't change.
Next week I take a new job, so it's going to be kind of GAL since my schedule will be different and I will not be so available as I am right now, although I know now I will never be an workaholic again.
I am being affectionate and trying to do different things for him. When he gets home I started to prepare before dinner, drinks, hors d'oeuvre and music in a nice room we kind of didn't use very often before. I compliment him and let him know when he does things that I appreciate. I started to flirt with him through email. He's participating but don't seem too enthusiastic about those things.
I am puzzled why he wants to have these R talks now, I feel less safe and hopeful after them. May be I am paranoid but I see him falling back in old patterns as he gets safer. And I know where this old patterns ends.
Should I keep current moves towards him, and act as if (like being a cucumber) the R talks are not affecting me also or should I back off and let him now my true thoughts about my boundaries?
