I have NO feelings left for her one way or the other.
You read anger and self-pity and negatives.
That is not it at all. I feel nothing; I no longer care.
That is where I am at. You and others may not agree but it is a very good place to be.
Two years is enough.
I only record her recent mood swings only to illustrate that when we finally do move on for real, we somehow become attractive to them again.
That is great and I will build on that as we co-parent our kids. I will try to maintain a friendly relationship - but I do not pretend to be Jesus either. My best friend is my W - she is no longer my W.
Frankly, I have nothing more than that to give her.
