Thank you all for your support yesterday. I ended up getting to a better place mentally in the evening and through the night. My weekly yoga class really helped towards that.
Because of some of the things that my W has said to me in the past week, I've decided to ease off of the LRT a little. Nothing drastic, but maybe initiate contact once or twice a week. Just a "wanted to check in and see how you are" type of call. So last night I tried it out with no expectations that she would even answer. She let one of her best friends go to answer my call! We ended up chatting for an hour. Not about anything in particular. It was like we were dating again! I made sure to avoid any R talk. I even tried to let her go a couple times and she wouldn't let me. She wanted to keep me on the phone. We even agreed to get together tonight to hang out and play guitar.
So, like I said last night turned out better than I could have imagined when I had gotten up that morning.
Me: 29 W: 28 T: 10 M: 7 No kids 2 Dogs and 1 Cat With Parents: 09/16/07 Apartment: 10/13/07 Back Home: ~2/16/2008
