All I can hold on to is myself, kids and this site

[BEAUTYandWAH]

Sue,Cire
thank you for stopping by.. yes its been tough.

I used to talk to my friends about my situation but I sort of stop it after a while. My friends are from my work and they do coundseling as their job and they are good at it. But it is not fun to counsel someone outside of their job.. I talk to my sister-in-law pretty often and she is suportive and be there for me. I do not belong to any religous group at this time. I will think about where else I can get support..
I am sad but I feel much better after you two and good husband posted for me. You are listening for me from far away. It is a great feeling to have someone who knows about unhealthy relationship.

Thank you again,
I will have to wake up 5am to go to work tomorrow and I am heading to bed now. I will come back to the site more tomorrow!

Good night.
Beauty