WAW says "I'm filing for D", but no papers

[mako]

I wish I could offer something in the way of advice, but this is outta my league I think.

I do have to say--you have gone through a heck of a lot of grief for a heck of a long time. You must really love your wife and family, and have the patience of a saint. Those are admirable qualities. Hang in there...you're right, it doesn't seem sane, but as long as you can keep yourself sane, well that beats the alternative.