Jenny, To me "giving up" and "moving on with my life" means that I give up on her and hope for our relationship. I'm not ready to do that yet, but sometimes the thought that I could be happy with someone else is easier to deal with than the reality that I'm living through now.
B...I know exactly how you feel. I feel that way too and for some reason today was hard for me too. Either way, we've got to get through this even if we're ever going to be happy with someone else.
Winston Churchill said.."When you're going through hell...keep going"
You're doing a great job and so what if you had a bad day...I did too, I nearly broke down in the grocery store because I saw the men's deoderant and thought about how I won't be doing H's stocking this year.
Maybe we need days like this to remind us why we're here. J~
