H never came back from Iraq

[MichelleLT]

Well, he apologized for the cruel remarks he messaged me the last time we talked and we're sorta half speaking again. I'm happy about the apology, but at the same time it doesn't even begin to cover the list of things he needs to apologize for.

He gave me his new cell phone number (he was on a family plan with me, my sister, and my father), so he's not completely avoiding me. However, the only reason he really called was to ask to borrow the camcorder. Considering what I suspect he wants to do with it, I wasn't terribly thrilled about it and said that since I'm in the middle of finals and am still unpacking from moving I don't really have time to find all the pieces of it.

I found out from a mutual friend that he bought his tickets to go and see the OW from December 15th to January whatever. Since he lost his job back in September I don't know how he paid for that, credit card probably. I guess I just have to see what happens with that. Hopefully it's not all he's hoping for. And hopefully he misses me.

And hopefully my life will be drama-free while he is out of the country. I guess if nothing else it buys me some time since I doubt he's actually going to get papers filed and served before he leaves since he has finals as well. I get that part of the reason he's so set on getting divorced right now is his guilt, so I keep hoping I can wait the OW out and then he'll be more receptive to reconciling. I hope.