new here. Feel like dying

[ms ladybug]

Hi grid, I have that book. In fact it was recommended by our marriage counselor right before the sep.
It's a tough read for me at times. I kinda start feeling like, "what? He doesn't deserve this!". I KNOW...it's in the book. It's not about what they deserve, it's about what we are commanded to do from God.
There is a Love and Respect seminar coming to my area in Feb. I'd kinda like to go.