Plank removed from eye, too late for WAW? 8

[Heimlich]

Quote:
Sadly, I just don't think I have the body type to ever be cut.


B.S. You just have to be dedicated to a strict type of diet that works for what you want to achieve, get a good and consistent amount of cardio in week to week, lift weights consistently week to week.

I stand by my original assertion. Plus, I've no desire to do the work required to get that cut -- actually, it's a combo. Yep, do all of that stuff, when I'm on my game. I've got 4 months to March, we'll see by then.

Pud-Muddle, don't let it get to you, I've taken my share of lumps from these folks

You actually hit on a sore spot for me, and the folks that follow the thread here. I half-way think that if I could somehow, someway get my W to open up to me I could either get some closure or we could start the path to reconciliation. I do halfway think her contact with once and future OM hinders her thoughts of me. Regardless, I've pushed too much. My W knows how I feel and she just doesn't care. She's got a high school way of looking at this -- I just don't feel that way -- that to me is childish and immature (yes, I know how condescending that sounds about my W). She's never openly communicated to me her thoughts, desires, wants about what she wants/needs in a R other than emphatically stating any variety of ways -- NOT YOU. All that without saying specifically what about me she doens't want to be with any longer -- I guessed at a bunch of things over the summer that she confirmed, but she never said "x, y, and z about you bug me."

Anyway, that sounds a little more bitter than I feel, but it's also a damn accurate summation of how my W has received my feelings over the summer and up through mid-Oct (when I finally shut up).

Like GDs last throw of the dice before his D became final, I may begin thinking if it's worth trying something similar. It may or may not be, I don't know. But THAT's a topic for another day.

BD