the good husband, Thank you soo much for your post. Past a few days have been very diffucult for me.. He kept saying 'don't think I will come back to you' and I keep snapping..
Plus, I am having nightmare about the whole situatuation of him, OW... I feel like I am trying not to think about them but just showing up in my mind how much they are happy when I am miserable and my kids are having a very difficult time.
I went shopping the last couple days just for myself. Something make me feel good and sexy. But my tears don't stop.. I hate holidays alone. Everyone at mall look soo happy with lovers, partners, family...
Yes, you are right. I should not say anything to him if I cannot say something nice..I will try not to initiate conversation for a while. Hope this depression time will go away very soon and 'be happy (look happy)' from outside and inside.
Hows your day go?
Beauty
Me:31 H:29 D:7 S:2 M:7y Together:8y found out his A :07/07 bomb:11/01/07 s: 11/15/07 OW-1 is out of state; other female friends around first thread
