I would love to, but she's not interested in hearing it. Also, jsut did the math -- it's been 8 months. Seems at once longer and shorter than that. She was actually friendly yesterday when she picked up the girls. Actually almost hate it when she does that because she's up and down. If we had a month of friendly interaction, that'd be one thing, but she's up and down. Now that I type that, she's always been like that -- another one of those personality quirks of hers I've been overlooking. Throw that piece on the detachment pile.

I would love to just ask her flat out that if the once (and future?) OM weren't in the picture, would she be more willing to look at me positively.

Hell, I don't even really want to move back in together (well, I would, but it would be too much, too soon and I know that). I'd just like to take her out to lunch and go from there. I don't think she's even open to that, much less a letter.

BD


My latest

Me: 36
W: 35
2 D: 9 and 5
T: 16 years
M: 12
10/4/06: Bomb
10/5/06: Ended A
4/22/07: ILYBNILWY

I'm a beautiful butterfly.